Pup Fluff (Will)
@pupfluff
Always a good boy. 🍼 🐶 Come say hi 👋 18+📍 Montréal Wanna help keep me padded 👉 (gifts appreciated but not expected)
Caption: tiny soggy doggy gets changies in backseat of car making them blush. 📸: @mechantrenard.com
Nevertheless, it helped me so much. I had friends / doms keeping me accountability and it gave me a new appreciation towards diapers and all my 24/7 friends (whether by desire or life). 7/9
On this note, I found that I had to negotiate with partners differently. Padding was a request for others to accept where I had to first reveal that I was padded and in a challenge to be. This created tough moments for friends/play partners who aren't into diapers and I wanted to balance that. 6/9
Third, I realized that I love my sexuality being more than a diaper boy. This was for me and play partners where diapers sometimes created greater challenges for certain scenes. I still love them, but sometimes I wanna show my unpadded booty 5/9
Second, I was forced to reflect on what the kink offers me. The escape, the loss of control, the interactions all shifted. I had to put way more work to feel like diapers offered the same control over my life and I missed it. 4/9
This might be different if I had a partner that helped maintain headspace more, but between work and vanilla friends I felt that baby will was harder to find. I don't know if others have had this, but I would be curious how people have managed that? 3 / 9
First, 24/7 actually made it harder to feel little. In the almoat 2 months I was padded I barely got into headspace. When diapers are constant, the act of putting them on loses it's ritual of making me feel blushy and tiny. It was just a must do. I wasn't becoming baby, I was just padded. 2 / 9
I've failed you all. You committed me to 353 days of 24/7 diapers and, after 56 days, I can't complete it. For that I am sorry, but I learned alot. Here is a thread recounting my experience. 1 / 9
Im just showing off my new tattoo. Nothing else to see here. Day 41/353