went to go gpose for the first time in forever and did not like it. such is life.

glad i never have to worry about my girlfriend thinking its off putting when i say something incredibly pro-ethical cannibalism.

all of my garlean ocs ended up more slavic than roman and i know garlemald is a mix but theres something about a slavic garlean. ykwim. there's just. something about them.

i get to be the stay at home lesbian for a while as my poor girly pop lesbian girlfriend goes out to be the breadwinner every day. everyone please have a moment of silence for my poor gf.

found out that my mom's best friend's kid who i used to hang out with also ended up being a trans lesbian.

having to stare at gunjis little tiny vanilla tail while i stream is so wretched

watch me die to uwu <3 www.twitch.tv/ritualgoth

starts shaking like a little baby

lrp i think its very funny that ppl will say taco bell and real mexican food will make u shit and its just bc the people who experience that dont have enough fiber intake 💀

italian soda and dirty soda are different btw

i dodged a bullet by not getting (re)baptized and i think its really funny that i stopped going to the LDS church bc i was mad i couldnt get breakfast afterwards on sundays. but i was also like 14 so its pretty on par w being a 14 year old.

my resistance to blocking and muting people does, in fact, trap me in a hell of my own making constantly.

I dont want to make myself food but I want to go to the gym. I can already tell if I dont eat beforehand ill get a stomach ache.... but... ugh.. augh...

i live in a desert why is it humid

i went out and ran errands and was productive and now i would like to snnzzzzzzzzz

theres a difference between "this has been discussed ad nauseam and continuing to bring it up atp serves no purpose/is only going to ignite useless arguments" and "continuing to recontextualize concepts of old story beats is good and healthy for discussion"

having a therapist that actually cares abt me is crazy bc i told her i wasnt going to be able to afford appointments going forward bc of my furlough and she immediately said "how about we just do a pay what you can system for now" 😭

its been like years since ive straightened my hair maybe i should do it again for funsies

sniff.s i think gunjis nameday is soon.

yeag...

ignore the seam and the stomach scale discoloration im fixing that. im giving him new stomach scars.

i wasnt even touching your hips why is there a SEAM

:)

me staring wistfully at my girlfriend's ocs at all hours of the day. like robyn is just standing there and im just... wow......... look at him...........................................................

go, my scarabs #rglore