Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭

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Mazz | 31 | He/Him 🏳️‍⚧️ I'm a disabled, trans artist, writer, and indie gamedev. Currently developing queer, demon visual novels 🔞 Minors DNI ArtFight: My tags #KKGTH #AnathemaVN (games) #lore (weekly lore drops)

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Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 26

I'm not even sure what this is lmao Have some sketches #oc #ocsky #ocart #demon #art

A sketch my OCs Sidonai and Nicolo. A chibi Nicolo stands in the background and asks "Why does Yevgeny call you baby girl?"

An exasperated and flustered Sidonai stops in place and freezes in response

A sketch of my OCs Yevgeny and Anatol. Yevgeny wears a furious expression and points to something off screen. He angrily addresses Anatol with "TOLOCHKA. The fuck is this shit???"

In a small circle to the side, a chibi Anatol smiles and sweats saying "Ahaha. I'm in danger."

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 26

Tried a different technique last night, it looked like crap. So I kept the sketch layer instead! Have some enby Si 😍 #oc #ocsky #ocart #demon #art

A colored sketch of my OC Sidonai. He sits and lounges against a sparkly pink background, with his head leaning against his hand. He wears a white tshirt with blue rings around the sleeves and collar. It features a rainbow and reads "world's greatest slut." He wears a short, blue skirt, white and blue socks, a blue wristband, and a gold hoop nose ring.

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 24

My team and I have been loving Camio recently! He's a trans prince and a demon of avarice. He's shy and socially awkward, so he spends more time tending to his garden than anything else. He can manipulate bronze alloy and his main weapon is a bow. And I love him 🥰

A colored sketch of my OC, Camio, in his palace garden. There is a large lemon tree and the entrance to a white rose hedge maze. Camio stands with a young potted tree in his arms and smiles at the viewer.

A chibi of my OC, Camio. He is carrying a basket of roses. Behind him are two coneflowers and a winding vine

A colored sketch of Camio in summer wear. He wears his hair in a high ponytail, an open button up shirt, and teal shorts. He carries a large trans flag

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 20

My favorite protag from this list is naturally Tsukasa Tenma. My favorite antagonist from this list's pick is Kuroha In general, my favorite protag ever is Sytry Cartwright from MO and favorite antag is August Ruthven from VnC

A screencap of the PV for the song Outer Science by Jin. It features Kuroha

A screencap of Lord August Ruthven from Vanitas no Carte

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 20

Here's my list of anime! My aged well is so obscure it didn't even register on the site lmao. But it's Kuuchuu Buranko, an anime about an eccentric psychiatrist. Surprisingly pretty good talks about mental health for the 00s. Also I had to stop myself from just putting MO and VNC for everything

A grid chart for About Me: Anime

Favorite Anime: Makai Ouji
Best Story: Baccano
Favorite Art Style: Vanitas no Carte
Biggest Personal Impact: Kuroshitsuji
Best Fight Scenes: Bungo Stray Dogs
Made Me Cry: She and Her Cat
Underrated: Mononoke
Overrated: Attack on Titan
Has Aged Well: blank
Criminally Overlooked: Artiswitch
Favorite Protagonist: A Miku Who Can't Sing
Favorite Antagonist: Mekakucity Actors
Best Soundtrack: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Best Romance: Yuri!!! On Ice
I want to talk about this one: Nobunaga the Fool

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 18

The boys are just hanging around 😎 #oc #ocsky #ocart #demon #art #artsky

A chibi of my OC Nicolo. He is being pulled up by the back of his waistcoat and is hanging in the air.

A chibi of my OC Camio. He is being pulled up by his suit jacket and is hanging in the air

A chibi of my OC Sidonai. He is being held up by his uniform jacket and is hanging in the air

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 18

My one video game fandom has a running joke about characters driving a Honda Civic so....Honda Civic be upon ye

A photo of a slate Grey 2012 Honda Civic

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 14

Happy #portfolioday ! I'm Mazz and I'm a disabled, trans artist. I'm currently working on a queer demon romance VN called Hellbent. If you like pretty demon boys, I'm you're guy sicucumber.carrd.co #oc #ocsky #art #KKGTH

A rendered drawing of my OC Nicolo. He stands forward with a serious expression. He wears silver armor, with a purple cloth over the front of his waist. He carries a pointed lance in his hands. Behind him are a series of art nouveau patterned motifs in golds, oranges, and yellows

A rendered drawing of my OC, Yevgeny. He sits at his desk in his office, resting his hands beneath his chin and smirking at the viewer smugly. He sits in a large, leather chair and behind him is an abstract painting. On the desk, from right to left, is a dagger, a pile of papers, a stack of gold coins, and a file folder on Marquis Ronove.

A colored sketch of Sidonai and Nicolo from 2026. Sidonai wears a blue kurta with a gold dupatta draped over his shoulder and sprawled out beside him. Nicolo wears a brown waistcoat and a white shirt. They lay in a dark field diagonally opposite each other. Sidonai has his eyes closed, while Nicolo looks over at him and smiles

A colored sketch of my OC Camio. He stands with his back towards the viewer, turning his head to look at them. His hair blows in the wind and under his eye is trans flag colored face paint. He holds his bronze bow in his right hand

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 12

#Lore Ouranos: The Primordial God of the Sky They are the progenitor god, The Creator. Ruler of Nirvana and giver of life. They created angels and humans alike. They are the sole ancient deity left in existence #oc #ocsky #ocart #mythology #art #artsky

A painted drawing of my OC, Ouranos, the Progenitor God. They are an ageless and genderless being with a youthful appearance. Their skin is a medium brown, with sharp white eyes, a hooked nose and full lips. Their hair is long, white and curly, resembling the texture of clouds, and reaches their mid-back. They wear a Greek-esque chiton that is colored sky blue with images of clouds, and a long, open skirt colored deep blue with stars. They wear a golden halo resembling a sun with rays, a golden moon ornament in their hair, and a golden belt around their waist with an ornamental star upon it. They float in the air and hold a ball of celestial light magic between their hands

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 12

Gen 7 was my first pokemon game. Clearly I am still very attached lmao Also sorry Squirtle. You're the most boring of the original 3.

A grid of pokemon.
Favorite: Mimikyu
2nd Favorite: Primarina
Least Favorite: Voltorb
Underrated: Cosmog
Overrated: Squirtle
Best Starter: Popplio
Best Dynamax: Charizard
Best Mega: Mewtwo X
Best Region Variant: Alolan Vulpix
Best Eeveelution: Sylveon
Would have as a pet: Fennekin
Best looking shiny: Umbreon
Idk why I like this but I do: Inteleon
Has a personal story behind it: Dedenne
Very nostalgic to me: Jigglypuff

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 11

Sidonai's family tree is EXTREMELY large, with 12 uncles, several cousins, and hundreds of thousands of siblings. Here's a simplified version. Asmodeus' side on the left, Sabrael's side on the right

Sidonai's family tree.

The first generation shows Sidonai's maternal great grandparents, Sabhajit Basmur and Asuriel.

Second generation shows Sidonai's paternal grandparents, Naamah and Samael as well as adoptive paternal grandfather Raphael. His maternal grandparents are Moloch and Homai Basmur. His maternal great aunt and uncle are Abilah Basmur and Qudasi Ahlawat.

Third generation shows Sidonai's parents, King Asmodeus and Sabrael Basmur. His paternal uncles are King Beelzebub, Zadkiel, et al. His maternal second cousin is Holika Basmur. It also shows his stepmother, Queen Sabahl.

The fourth generation shows Sidonai himself with his legitimate half-siblings from his father and stepmother, Asulah, Hamadai, and Liat.

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 10

An OC without heaps of trauma??? What's that???

An OC mental health chart.

Sidonai's reads "i don't need therapy" and "desperately needs therapy"

Nicolo's reads "i don't need therapy" and "should probably be in therapy"

Beleth's reads "I need therapy" and "desperately needs therapy"

Camio's reads "i need therapy" and "should probably be in therapy"

Yevgeny's reads "refuses to acknowledge that anything's wrong with them at all" and "desperately needs therapy"

Mihr's reads "refuses to acknowledge that anything's wrong with them at all" and "should probably be in therapy"

Alfred's reads "refuses to acknowledge that anything's wrong with them at all" and "mentally well-off"

Raum's reads "has been in therapy for years" and "desperately needs therapy"

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 9

I joined @kuromiz.bsky.social 's coloring collab and colored their OCs Wren and Harper This was really fun to do! Definitely something I'd like to do again #oc #ocsky

Colored art of kurmiz's OCs Wren and Harper kissing while standing in front of a sunset. The thought bubble above them reads "Wow I am so in love!"

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 9

Have a lil guy before I head to bed

A simplistic chibi of my OC Camio, surrounded by sparkles and flowers

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 8

I had to design a puppet for work. This is Dante the Baby Dragon and I would die for him

A photo of a light blue felt hand puppet. It has two large oval eyes, two green horns, pointed ears and two fangs in its mouth. It's made to look like a dragon

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 5

I see your bunny suits and raise you a reverse bunny suit. Made for @alinxhen.bsky.social's April bunny event! #oc #ocsky #ocart #easter #art #artsky

A colored sketch of my OC Sidonai on a pink and white flowered background. He wears a reverse playboy bunny suit. His arms and shoulders are covered by black sleeves, he wears short and tight black shorts, sheer black tights, and black heels and black bunny ears. He poses, kicking his leg up, while placing his hand on his hip, smirking at the viewer

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 4

So since it was TDOV this week, I figured I'd post this abandoned WIP I started years ago. A small comic about my OC Sathanus coming out as trans and staging her rebellion. I never got to finishing it, but maybe I'll pick it up again. I still love what I have so far! #oc #ocsky #art #trans #WIP

The first page of a comic featuring my trans OC Sathanus.

She appears as a young, male-presenting child in her youth. She wears a light blue tunic and sports her angel wings. Her face looks down dejectedly.

The text reads: "Baba says everyone was made in the Creator's image."

"The Creator doesn't make mistakes. They made you the way you were supposed to be."

"So why do I feel this way?"

Page 2.

Panel 1 is split three ways. On the left, Archangel Michael stands against a fiery background, in his armor. In the center, Archangel Uriel holds her hands out and closes her eyes in prayer. On the right, Apollo, the Lightbringer, looks at a ball of light he has in his hands.

Text reads "Everyone in Nirvana has a role. Baba keeps demons away. Auntie watches the humans. Even Apollo has a job."

Panel 2. Sathanus appears as a young male-presenting child in silhouette, with her arms and wings outstretched.

Text reads "I was made to succeed my father. I was made to be a soldier. I was made to be perfect."

Page 3.

Panel 1. All black, except for the image of Sathanus' teary, frightened eyes.

Text reads "But I'm not perfect. I'm terrified. If they knew my secret..."

Panel 2. Child Sathanus stands in line with other angel youths. She is handed her halo by her father Michael, who is off screen.

Text reads "In the sunlight, I keep my head down. I perform my role."

Panel 3. It is a starry night and child Sathanus looks up at the moon, while hidden under a black cloak. She wears a blue rose in her hair.

Text reads "But at night, among the shadows, I am free."

Panel 4. Sathanus is wearing a dress borrowed from her aunt. She talks to a dove and smiles happily.

Text reads "And for a few moments, embraced by darkness, it's enough. I'm not perfect. But I'm me."

Page 4.

Panel 1. A child Sathanus stands in silhouette in front of a rising sun.

Panel 2. An adult Sathanus stands in silhouette in front of a rising sun.

Text reads "But the sun always comes."

Panel 3. Sathanus wears armor similar to her father's. Her brother Apollo comes to congratulate her and she awkwardly smiles at him.

Text reads "I was made to be a perfect son. So why do I feel this way?"

Panel 4. Sathanus, in her male-presenting armor looks into a mirror. In her reflection is her true self: a female presenting angel with a white dress and a blue rose in her hair.

Text reads "Why do I question who I am? Why do I hide?"

Panel 5. A close up of Sathanus' frustrated face as she starts to cry

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Apr 4

Artists, show us how you draw black women

A watercolor painted bust of my OC Sathanus

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 31

Trans demons be upon ye!!! Camio is a trans man (he/him), Sathanus is a trans woman (she/her), Beleth is nonbinary (they/them), and Raum is a trans man (he/him) I have so many more but could only fit four 😭

A colored sketch of my OC, Sathanus, wearing a black and gold gown

A chibi sketch of my OC Beleth. They are a five year old Mesopotamian/French demon of a pride. They have sharp scarlet eyes, pointed ears, freckles, a small pair of black horns and a pointed black tail. They wear a gender ambiguous and asymmetrical maroon red outfit, emblazoned with their father's morning star symbol

A drawn portrait of my OC, Raum, in a fancy picture frame. He wears his hair in a large, low bun with his bangs down, a Victorian style suit and waistcoat, and his house tartan across his chest and as a kilt. The background is blue and gold patterned

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 31

Good thing I have refs on hand 😈 Si and Cami are pretty typical mermen. Si's tail is blue and little more frilly. Cami's is standard, teal, and he wears a seaweed binder. Yev's tail is a great white shark Nico, however, is a human fisherman, who just so happens to fall for a pretty mer-prince

A colored sketch of my OC Sidonai as a merman. He is resting on an algae-covered rock, and conjuring water magic in his right hand.

A colored sketch of my OC Yevgeny as a merman. He is topless and has the tail of a great white shark. He wears a shark tooth necklace around his neck and has a tribal-style tattoo on his right bicep

A colored chibi sketch of my OC Camio as a merman. He is swimming in the ocean and holds a fork, showing it to Sidonai, who is out of frame. A speech bubble shows that he intends for it to be used in his hair.

A colored chibi sketch of my OCs, Nicolo and Sidonai. They are sitting together on a sandy beach. Sidonai, a merman, is handing Nicolo a sea urchin, asking him to put it in his hair like the one he wears too. Nicolo, a human, is confused but accepts, assuming it's meant to be eaten

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 31

.....I think I have a problem

A collage of my male OCs with long hair

First row is Mihr, Orias, and Ozzie

Second row is Camio, Nicolo, and Raum

Third row is Asmodeus, Caishen, Michael, and Lucifer

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 29

An actual depiction of my face right now My eye is so swollen

A screencap of an Animal Crossing villager after being stung by a bee

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 28

The boys are fighting on discord tonight

An edit of the "friendship ended" meme with my OCs. Sidonai and Yevgeny's heads are pasted on top of the men from the meme, grasping hands.
The text reads "grudge ended with Yevgeny. Now Camio is my grudge"

Two pictures of Camio are pasted at the bottom

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 27

My students asked me to draw for them today, so I obliged Please excuse how off model these look. I drew these while working ahaha #oc #ocsky #ocart #demon #art

A pencil sketch of Sidonai. He wears his armor and carries his sword in one hand and a shield in the other

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 24

Also paying the pet tax

A photo of a blue and white budgie on the bottom of a carrier

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 21

Tried explaining Hellbent to my friend at lunch today lmao #oc #ocsky #demon #art #KKGTH

A quickly sketched relationship chart, featuring my OCs.

In the middle is Nicolo. Arrows point to him reading "rogue" and "former human". A large arrow then points towards Sidonai, that reads "exes".

Sidonai's attributes read "prince" and "Nico's ex". A long arrow points from him to Camio that reads "Friends (occasionally with benefits)"

Camio's attributes read "autistic", "trans", "prince" and "plant dad". A large arrow points between him and Yevgeny that reads "Enemies (with benefits)"

Yevgeny's attributes read "bounty hunter" and "former human". A large arrow points between him and Sidonai that reads "exes"

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 19

The Progression of one Yevgeny Alaxandrovich Novak Over the years he has: -More eyes -More hair -Smaller glasses -Still absolutely no consistency in how I draw his scars #oc #ocsky

Concept art of my OC, Yevgeny, circa 2020.

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 18

LORE ICEBERGS AHOY I chose to do one for both Sidonai and Nicolo, since they're my two oldest OCs. Over a decade-worth of lore with these guys, most of which is only known to my TMR Team #oc #ocsky #lore #KKGTH

A colored drawing of my OC, Sidonai. He is at the palace training grounds. He wears a blue and red kacha and is shirtless. He is adorned with gold jewelry. He stands with one hand on his hip and the other resting his court sword behind his head

Sidonai's Lore Iceberg

Level one: Si/Nico, Proficiency with swords, Incubus nature
Level two: Si's Family, pet dragon, 1000 year war
Level three: FWB with Kasadya, Retainer verse, Liran, Si/Sytry
Level four: The Tamiel incident, Si/Yev, Usurping the throne
Level five: Si's retainers, OG Si design, Oops Baby Siblings, Threesome fic
Level six: Angel Si, Sheol RPG, Fire Emblem AU, "Misfits" Si

a colored sketch of my OC, Nicolo. He wears a white button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up, a pair of black slacks, and an untied tie hangs loosely around his neck. He sits in a field of grass under the moonlight, with one knee propped up and his arm resting atop it

Nicolo's Lore Iceberg

Level one: Hellbent, Fire manipulation, Si/Nico
Level two: Former human, Virgil, Foxwood Inn
Level three: Terrance Alighieri, Liran, Aelius, Theo
Level four: Lorenzo Caravello, Djinn and Tariq, Rivalry with Ace, Dove's Downfall, Alma
Level five: Pia, Spiky hair, Mafia AI, Antagonist Nico, Hellbent Apollo Route
Level Six: Fox and Dove, Foxy Grandpa, Monsterfucker fic, Kagerou Project AU

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 17

Si's had the most drastic change. When I first made him, I didn't have my demon society made yet. His design came first and background later. Changes were made to better reflect the ethnicity of his family after I developed them

Original concept art for Sidonai circa 2016. He is a pale, androgynous man with a silver asymmetrical Bob. He wears a white, gold and purple military uniform, black shorts and stockings.

A rendered drawing of my OC, Sidonai in an art nouveau style. He is wearing golden armor and holding a silver rapier across his chest. He wears a serious and solemn expression and looks at the viewer. The background consists of art nouveau-style decorations in purple, gold and blue, featuring various flower motifs

Mazz | Team Tragedy 🎭@sicucumber· Mar 15

archiveofourown.org/works/812778... Have a fic I'm working on! Was this heavily inspired by Ego Renegade Boy? I'll never tell 😊 CW: Blood, violence, transphobia, suicidal thoughts #trans #writing #writesky #oc #ocsky #demon #original #KKGTH