silly me
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i was complaining about my youtube recommendations on stream today and as if to punish me they put a "was helen keller a fraud" video in my recommendations from a channel that also includes this fash nonsense
my bluesky feed is seriously depressing me lately so i was like "maybe there's something fun on youtube" and it is ALL shit like this. exhausting. isn't there ever anything fun anymore
preparation h raymond's been getting me through it. i love how thrilled everybody is to just be in the same room as him
someone recommended this "storygraph" site to me and it has a feature i find really really amusing. i won't be too mean about it because i think it's great to read and to celebrate reading but boy these are really telling aren't they
my friend wants to play scrabble so i was like okay i could express my excitement about this like a normal person OR i could go to imgflip's meme generator and type "scrabble" into the first text field i see on the first template that comes up
i think just scrolling by video titles like these is bringing my mood down to be honest. i feel like happiness is a learned trait and practice helps you cultivate it and constant gloomy shit like this makes it harder. there's so much of this on youtube right now