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Hazel Quantock pronouns: she/it🏳️⚧️ adjectives: tired autistic butch shader artist/coder, games dev >25yrs AuDHD | poly | furry | union girl fedi:
I was wondering why the postman went quiet as he handed me a package this morning, just realised I'm wearing a slightly see through top without a bra "oops"
see the problem there is that my all time favourite games controller was the NeGcon ...actually that just confirms your point: great for certain kinds of games but kind of silly to try playing Mario on it
I made bread so good it gave me a ratatouille flashback to 25 years ago I'd just moved to America. I was homesick, lonely, and deep, deep in the closet. I found some good crusty bread and it tasted better than bread had ever tasted and somehow I felt okay for the first time in weeks
Another thing find in a 30 year old box of junk: Negatives of long exposure photos of a CRT screen showing renders from the ray tracer I wrote for my dissertation. The university didn't have a colour printer so we improvised.
Mum gave me a box of junk to sort through - I found photos of my childhood cat, Kitt! ❤️🥹
Going through a box of stuff at my mum's, found a rejection letter from Core Design.
I got the social anxiety where I can't watch a twitch stream if there's less than 100 viewers because there's too high a chance of the streamer acknowledging me and then I'd be in an unfamiliar social situation and would stress about how to act.
Are my boobs getting bigger again? I swear I wasn't this shape a couple of weeks ago.
i sketched a bread making IDE a weird little doodle inspired by looking at the menu in Visual Studio and misreading "Analyse" as "Autolyse", because I was thinking about baking
weird how my dysphoria doesn't correlate to my mental health burnt out, sleep deprived, overheating, stressed cute as fuck
i love finding real-world examples of procedural generation jank stuff that just intersects or awkwardly butts up against other stuff in implausible ways because it's an edge case nobody coded for but somehow irl