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🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 22

He is so tiny 🥹🥹🥹 thank you again for the comm @jurimaart.bsky.social! ❤️💜 #leofard

A chibi Leofard Myste with his goggles pushed up, wearing his customary grin (but tiny. and very very cute)

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 22

Screenshot of a Discord conversation

OP: (linked video post from undertale.com on bsky with "The Sunset of 7 Suns" music track) i'm going to die on wednesday i think

Femcel Deftones Eyeliner Btch: when i played this halfway and it reached the yellow flower, my discord lagged out and played the sound when your pc crashes (like the really loud vibrating sound) so now im just spooked

OP: Oh my fuicking god

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 21

Moro'a's glams for the bday/pride hike happening on sephirot in less than a couple of hours! 🌟

Screenshot of my wol dressed in a glam that matches the MLM flag, posing with the Blue Mage Figment of Showtime weapon (a white cane with blue/red accents and rainbow flowers), as he stands in a field of white, pink and blue flowers in front of a lake.

Close up screenshot of my wol smiling as he stands proudly, dressed in a glam that matches the MLM flag, posing with the Blue Mage Figment of Showtime weapon (a white cane with blue/red accents and rainbow flowers), as he stands in front of a lake.

Screenshot of my wol dressed in a beach outfit matching the trans pride flag, posing with a pink chinese fan.

Close up screenshot of my wol dressed in a beach outfit matching the trans pride flag, posing with a pink chinese fan.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 20

There are easily 3 different iterations of my attempting to write a "physical intimacy as grounding" fic between moro'a and various characters :V i scrapped all of them, but this one from about 4 years ago was the one i liked the most #kaescribbles #estiwol

"Moro'a."

"I…I'm here."

Radz-at-Han is quiet tonight, save for the gentle swaying of palm fronds and the distant twinkle of a wind chime. Inside, Moro’a’s knees sink into the mattress with a soft creak.

“Try to relax your shoulders,” Moro’a hears Estinien murmur from behind him. He tries, inhaling and exhaling with a shaky breath as he wills himself to unfurl. Danger! his muscles continue to insist. His mind’s clouded with a thick, merciless fog, but beneath the gloom, panic threatens to overthrow what little control he yet retains over his body.

Heat radiates from Estinien’s palms where one touches his back and where the other circles his arm: lifelines to reality. The dragoon has kept his hand on him since the Keeper first stumbled into his room, trembling from his worst nightmare yet.

He's seventeen summers old, shivering as he crawls through the grit of snow and tarmac towards the faint glow of a splintered aetheryte. He's twenty-nine, the smell of cedar thick in his nostrils as screams harmonise with gunfire in a sickening chorus.

Moro’a tries to open his eyes, but all he can see is blood pooling from countless, terribly familiar bodies, made blue by the lonely glow of Camp Broken Glass’s aetheryte. He’s one of them now, thrashing about in his prison to no avail, soul in cold flesh in cold metal that holds him in place even as it denies him—

His eyes snap open as he seizes up, but Estinien catches him, holding him and keeping him from pitching over the side of the bed. After a moment’s hesitation, Estinien draws the smaller man close, not quite embracing him but holding him in both arms.

The elezen sighs, but there’s no trace of exasperation in his voice. “Find aught else to focus on, Moro’a.” A pause, as he seems to consider his next action. Then his fingers bisect Moro’a from neck to shoulder, running over the trio of jagged lines that mark his left shoulder.

“You got these from a dragon?” He hears Estinien ask. Prodding him to answer, but there’s …

“You got these from a dragon?” He hears Estinien ask. Prodding him to answer, but there’s a hint of sincere curiosity here, too.

Estinien’s body is warm, almost hot surrounding his own. “It was…in the Western Highlands,” Moro’a answers. The words form slowly from his mouth like drizzles of tar as he pushes them through the fog. “We – Haurchefant and I – sighted a group of heretics and pursued them into the Red Rim. The Dravanian caught me by surprise.” His shoulder throbs briefly at the memory, but he can feel his panic reluctantly receding as the image of Camp Riversmeet replaces those of his nightmares. “His name was…I think it was Tohl Kosth,” he adds.

“Mm,” Estinien hums. “Few can claim to have marked the Warrior of Light so notably,” he remarks. As though to emphasise his point, he leans down to kiss Moro’a’s neck, and the Keeper feels his closed, warm lips press against him. The sensation is immediate – real, and it’s Moro’a’s turn to sigh as the elezen leaves more along his neck, settling upon the inner edge of his shoulder.

“More,” he finds himself whispering, almost pleading for those lips to graze his skin. Estinien listens to him without complaint, pressing kisses into his other shoulder, more fervently now. A soft hiss escapes from Moro’a as the elezen adds his tongue, his lips sucking lightly at his flesh. Each kiss chases his freezing visions further away, pulling him back into his own flesh, and somewhere in the warmth Moro’a’s shoulders at last begin to relax.

But Estinien’s moves have sparked a different kind of tension; the tight, pent up coil of energy in him burns, with need, with desire. And so Moro’a turns around, still loosely in Estinien’s arms as he reaches up to kiss the dragoon on the mouth. Estinien makes a surprised noise that’s quickly swallowed by reciprocity, and he wraps his arms tighter around Moro’a, pulling him close as he deepens their kiss.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 18

cw spiders // I HAVE OBTAINED HER AT LAST

A pink, white and blue mech in the shape of a spider, standing in front of trees and a blue sky.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 18

It really is just

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 15

{{{ motion sickness }}} i want to know what would happen if i surrender to the sound #kaegposes · #🪶zururu

Gpose of Zururu, my Lalafell wol standing on the guardrail of the bridge in Kugane, clutching her head as though in pain. The shot is at an extreme upward angle, showing a stark white sky and tall buildings looming above. Above Zururu are the lyrics "I have emotional sickness" from Phoebe Bridgers's "Motion Sickness"; the words "motion sickness" are red and yellow and surrounded by haphazard lines, like static.

Gpose of Zururu, my Lalafell wol in the foreground clutching her head. Behind her, the sky is a dark storm grey, with Nidstinien falling headfirst into blood red clouds. More lyrics from "Motion Sickness" trail downwards, following Nidstinien's form: "Somebody roll the windows down".

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 14

~bursting at the tip of my tongue~ #XIVRarepairWeek2026 Day 7: Mirth/Reverence (originally for Day 6) archiveofourown.org/works/86713491 Krile/Y'shtola | T | 750 words | MSQ: 7.4 ✧ #XIVRarepairWeek · #kaefics ✧

Screenshot of an ao3 fanfic titled 'bursting at the tip of my tongue'.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 12

Oh 🙂 this does not bode well for my FFX playthrough 🙂 ff-resonance.vercel.app

Your FF Soul Type - Yuna (resonance score 91)

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 11

#XIVRarepairWeek2026 Day 2: Indulgence "Isn't this a little excessive?" "Ain't a party if we don't indulge ourselves. C'mon, hero—I say we do just that." ✧ #XIVRarepairWeek · #kaegposes · ⚓: #bluebird #leowol ✧

Gpose of Moro'a (Keeper miqo'te wol) and Leofard sitting at a table loaded with barbequed meats in Tuliyollal. Leofard has one arm slung around Moro'a, a tankard in the other.

Close up gpose of Leofard leaning down low, his face close to Moro'a's as the latter looks up at him with a returned smile.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 11

Whereas the quote was an attempt to invoke maria sh2—moro'a spends a portion of STB hallucinating that moro is there and talking to him ＾-＾i'm a lot more uncertain about how well that comes across in the poses above, but that's okay

Screenshot from Silent Hill 2 of Maria cupping James's cheek between steel bars, her dialogue text reading "See? I'm real."

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 11

*Scuttles back three months later* i got too caught up in work and other irl stuff to talk about this, but the inspiration for the poses below came from the cover art for HnK vol 7 🌟 i'd wanted to recreate this for literal years and finally felt brave enough to attempt it for miqomarch

Land of the Lustrous manga volume 7 cover art, by Haruko Ichikawa.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Jun 8

~A Daunting Summons~ #XIVRarepairWeek2026 Day 1: Forge Nothing that happened at the Armourer's Guild escaped H'naanza's notice. archiveofourown.org/works/86363656 H'naanza Esi, Koh'sae Naharaf (OC) | T | 1.3k words | MSQ: pre-ARR ✧ #XIVRarepairWeek · #kaefics · ⚓: #inkforge ✧

Screenshot of a Final Fantasy XIV fic titled 'A Daunting Summons' on ao3.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 29

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🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 25

Birthday baileys at midnight earlier 🥳

Photo of a bottle of strawberries & cream baileys, and a yellow glass in front of it filled with some of the liquer.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 24

Hello i am back from my travels and

Pokemon screenshot of old man carrying a walking stick talking to the kid player. His dialogue reads "I'm 30 years old."

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 9

I also uh, had to go to the A&E one night bc i thought i was about to have a heart attack (physically i'm all good now). this trip has really just been

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 6

#reshareyourwriting Day 4: Between Your Fingers With intertwined hands - bard boys fic! it was much easier to pick smth that fit the prompt this time xD i like this one, i felt i had a much better grasp of their personalities writing it archiveofourown.org/works/55992421 ✧ #kaefics • #guydesan ✧

Screenshot of an ao3 fic, 'With intertwined hands'

Summary: Professing his feelings here would be ridiculous…wouldn’t it?

Written for the prompt "Touch" from #loveintheair by mischiefmilly. Originally posted on February 13th 2024.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 4

#reshareyourwriting Day 3: Beneath Your Feet Memorial - this might be earliest fic written from leofard's POV, not long after i'd settled on making #bluebird canon. still makes me soft, it's always fun to explore his more vulnerable sides 🥺 archiveofourown.org/works/56014297 ✧ #kaefics ✧

Screenshot of an ao3 fic, 'Memorial'

Summary: Leofard accompanies Moro'a on a trip to Providence Point.

Written for the final prompt ("Free Day") of #loveintheair by mischiefmilly. Originally posted on February 14th 2024; slightly edited.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· May 3

I went to see bluebells and other flowers at an arboretum with my aunt and uncle a few days ago. one of my favourite flowers and i've missed them so much, i was so happy T_T (ty makcik for holding my boy)

A portrait shot of several bluebells against a bright yellow-green backdrop of foliage. A hand holds a small square of cardboard with a sticker of a blue cat with green eyes over the bluebells.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 28

Dreaming about someone who's right in front of you...

Cat edited with a crying face and biting on a wire that's also been edited with a concerning number of electrical sparks.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 22

I'mmmm 🥺💜!!!!!!!!!!!!! but also,

Meme of a figure sitting pretty with their hands in their lap and arms hunched forward, while smiling with huge lashes.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 20

💙Share something blue and/or green this week💚 @skelevee.bsky.social and i are celebrating our wols' birthdays! this year we'd like for xiv folks to share anything you've made, so long as it features blue and/or green, turquoise or bleen. Use #bluegreenbday to share your creations! #wolqotd

Screenshot of Rhein'ir, a Keeper miqo'te with long blue and green hair and purple markings on his face, sitting amongst glowing blue-green foliage. He's dressed in a revealing blue and cyan top with long sleeves, with a blue and red scarf, and wears a red and yellow corsage on the side of his head. The arrows stored on his back are a bright luminous green.

Screenshot of Moro'a, a Keeper miqo'te with long blue hair and green highlights, holding a fat cat umbrella while he stands in the rain. He's dressed in a blue and white doublet decorated with silver adornments.

Screenshot of Moro'a, a Keeper miqo'te with long blue hair and green highlights, and bright turquoise eyes. He's dressed in a blue and white doublet decorated with silver adornments, the planisphere he's wielding partially visible.

Screenshot of Rhein'ir, a Keeper miqo'te with long blue and green hair, bright green eyes and purple markings on his face, winking at the camera. He's dressed in a blue vest with a black choker. A blue and white bird stands perched on his right shoulder.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 19

Updated my zero do it for her meme after the trailer the reveal, my beautiful amazing wife i've missed youuuuuu 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #7.5spoilers

Do It For Her meme featuring various shots of Zero from Final Fantasy XIV, including the close up shot of her from the recent patch 7.5 trailer.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 19

Emoji face giving a thumbs up while tears gush from its eyes.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 16

Screenshot of the video title "Three Days Grace - Pain (Official Video)"

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 2

Earlier pic i took last month with my previous moro'a-themed journal! i started them after finding out that the original template for bullet journalling is way more functional and simple than the youtube videos made it out to be, and it's been life changing for my adhd ass

Two A5-sized bullet journals, one dark blue and the other grey, both decorated with various stickers.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Apr 2

Finally found some green stickers i likes for my aksamit-themed bullet journal yesterday, it's like 80% cats at this point

Photo of a grey A5-sized journal cover, decorated with various green and yellow stickers.

🌙🍛kae @ runing my delta 🍃💫@pakchamkae· Mar 30