Ryzeer2

@ryzeer2

I was always human

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Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 8d

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 15d

So My family cat hasnt eaten in 3 days She is an old girl who has been closing in at 20 years old Maybe she just has something but Fuck dude I dont wanna lose her

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 15d

Guys I have something called an Abuse Johnny Come see him live www.twitch.tv/ryzeer2

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 16d

Absolute state of Hundred Line merch drops

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 16d

Twitch or my wifi decided Hundred Line was cringe and borked so we had to stop early I had a lot of fun though, I'm glad everyone liked the new design, assuming all goes well expect Sonic tomorrow!

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 17d

It be almost midnight

And late night is being a total sap time

Needless to say, my little hiatus and guerilla schedule hasnt been as smooth sailing as I had hoped. Life kicking me in the balls over and over plus numerous personal revelations that have left me a very changed person. All culminating in me leaving the old dragon behind and becoming something that feels more like myself.

I was, and still probably am, a horrid people pleaser. I've worn so many masks both online and off trying to keep myself palatable so people would like me. Doing the things I felt I was "supposed to" so people would wanna talk to me. The issue was when all you do is try to appease others, there's not really much for anyone to latch onto. Even if being your true self causes some difficulties, miscommunications, and elsewise, being able to trudge through them and come out on the other side results in bonds and memories far stronger than a road with no bumps would give.

With this new look, is coming a new me. Technically it's been out for awile but with my monitor not staring at me with a visage that was born of a fools errand to be more "likeable," I'll have an easier time not letting the mask slip back on. I'm gonna be louder, more impulsive, more willing to let myself speak my mind in the moment instead of meticulously curating every single thing that goes through my head before my mouth says it. It hasn't been easy maintaining it, I'm fighting nearly 28 years of conditioning here, and it will likely be jarring for some, but like I said, I want yall to have something to latch onto.

This point forward isnt gonna be about views, content, or any other performative bullshit that Twitch incentivizes and celebrates. The only thing I want, is for me, the real me, to hang out with my lovely community for the first time. And I hope yall will stick around for every little bump. I love yall, and thank you guys for getting with me this far.

See yall tomorrow

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 22d

Next time... The mask comes off, and the shackles will be broken ...In PNG form

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· 22d

Actual image of the new stream layout

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jul 15

Imma keep it real chief I don't got the patience for ranking 300+ pairs even with removals

A meme where Tiermaker deems itself the most unemployed format alive, only to give the crown to Sortr instead

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jul 7

Hundred Line stage play actor reveals summarized

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jul 2

I made her a castle

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jun 27

Girl you have the features given to you by the game

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jun 24

Somebody fucking help me

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jun 9

She has a fwiend now

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Jun 7

She looks so cute here it's a shame she got overthrown by the blue thing in my head

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 31

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 29

I miss it chat, I miss it a lot

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 29

First part of my Darutaku piece is done! Part 2...eventually #hundredline #darumi #takumi #darutaku

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 24

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 21

Been a bit, howdy everyone Now that school is not beating me senseless, it's time to start a new playthrough after torturing Dox with Ace Attorney for a year. We're playing Sonic Rush Adventure! The trauma is already returning, Darumi will keep me comfort, come join up! www.twitch.tv/ryzeer2

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 21

Think I'm ready for tomorrow

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 19

This is the future Darutaku fans want A comm I got from SqueggyEggs/paramouma on Twitter. They did my lovelies beautifully :3

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 19

"Gameoverse is cool, but I'm not quite getting the Kit hype. She's cute and all but I'm just not seeing the visio-god fucking damn it."

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· May 6

Guys my copy of Chibi-Robo Park Patrol looks different

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 27

I love impulse buying From @ibblescribbles.bsky.social thank you so much she looks amazing!

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 21

She has done her citizen's duty

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 18

DROOMY SHIRT IS HERE AND IT CAME OUT GREAT AAAAAA

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 17

Is this melodramatic, maybe even a little performative? Yes Does it feel good? Fuck yes Is it healing? FUCK. YES.

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 9

This feels nicer...

Ryzeer2@ryzeer2· Apr 2

DARUTAKU #thehundredline #lastdefenseacademy #darumi #takumi